Amazingly Untrue

You tell me you love me. You say you would never lie. I believe you. How stupid. You seem so amazing. I never want to let you go. Your eyes look so deep into mine, its like you are reading my thoughts. You always know exactly what to say to me when i doubt you the most. You are a good actor or maybe you really do care. I see everything that has happened when i look at you with tears in my eyes. You tell me you are sorry and you dont want me to cry. But if you didnt want me to cry, why did you make me. What did i do to you? Nothing. My heart races when i hear your name. I think to myself are you the person i think you are? do you care like i do? Will you hurt me like you said you wouldnt? All these things go through my mind when i think of you. There are days that i question your feelings for me. You seem ok, then i look at you and see that you are thinking, concentrating hard on something else. You tell me that you love me, i believe you. you are amazing, but maybe you are just amazingly untrue

shock and relief

i never thought that things could get so bad. money and problems. not for me but i see it all around, never did i think that it could hit so close to home. people hurting, crying and wishing that they could die. waiting.... anxious.... listening for the news, everything is ok. everyone is fine, no one was hurt. heart beat slows and is relieved. minds are blown. trouble makes you crazy, you lose your state of mind, you long to be someone else, and your days seem to drag on forever. finally you realize you love every part of your life, your family and friends that mean the most. your here in this life, this moment. it may not be all that you want but its yours to live.

Under the bad wheather, there is a bit of sunshine....

Spring has begun and yet it snows. im ready for the cold to be over and the snow to be gone til next winter. The gloomy days are really getting to me. Some days i may be in a good mood but others i might just be down and out. The rain and clouds are beautiful but like my emotions, they come and go. i wish the wheather would stay sunny and warm, not too hot. Just perfect. it would give me a better piece of mind. there are days that i just want to crawl in bed and cry. its good to cry even if the reason is absent. there is so much weighing on my heart. my thoughts ambush me and it gives me headaches. Im a very strong person, i try not to let things get on my nerves or have people get in my way and put me down for the things i do or may not do. i am usually very independent and i take care of myself. Drama is not for me. I know im only 16 but age does not matter to me im pretty much over all the high school stuff even though im just a sophmore. I am pretty mature for my age. I had to grow up quickly. my family is far from perfect as am i. i dont claim to be anything but myself. if something or someone tries to put me down, i think of the reasons that i should be brought up. I always remember that after every storm, there is a rainbow and sunshine...

All About My Amazing-ness! :D

OK, first off, if you dont know me then the first thing you have to know is...
I DONT WANT YOU ON MY PAGE!!!!!!!
(Duh)
The second thing is that i am amazing and that you probably are not!
At least not nearly as amazing as i am! :P hah!
(Because that would be ridiculously impossible)
I am loved by everybody, so if you already hate me, then i'll tell you....that is LITERALLY not possible!
And if you are one of those people that THINK you hate me..its either because you dont know me, your insanely jealous, or i prolly hate u too!

If you havent picked up already...i am random! Peanut butter and jelly could be the conversation in the oval office if i were there! I love jelly! its good for you. Especially if you eat the grape kind while watching TV! Then its almost as amazing as i am! LOL

I am an open, friendly, person...just dont make me have a reason to hate you, or else....i'll ninja kick you in the face...no, i wouldnt, just kidding. But i do have a temper so dont piss me off! Ok Pumpkin!
And always remember that the fun-size peeps will someday rule the world...and i will be the prez...and you have no say over any of it...because i am amazing.
(Get the picture?)
I have no time on my hands...so the school nerds pay me to let them write my blogs for me! :P
(Amazing huh!...................................this is Dave by the way, and even though she may call me a nerd, i'm not....i only know pi to like 16 places and only have like a 5.1 GPA)

I love my friends and fam.
they are the best...so if your planning to mess w/ them i suggest you not! Or i'll ninja kick u in the face! K Darlin'

Yup this is my name, It looks pretty awesome lol. (thanks David)